Everything doesn't seem right. Everything I do, fall apart.

Questioning, fixing. I don't think that'll help.

Calm me, let me breath. 

Let me taste the salty sorrow that you weep.

Badly. I need you badly.

Haunt my every dreams. Just let them sunk below the sea.

You are not alone, I need you like air to my lungs.

Saddest text message I read today.

10pm


Girl: babe, let's meet later. I miss you.
Boy: alright, I'll just finish this round of beer.
Girl: you're drinking again?
Boy: don't worry; I'll be there, okay?
Girl: okay, I'll be waiting.


hours passed, more of the boy's friends came and they enjoyed too much that he forgot about the time.
The boy looked at his cellphone and saw four messages and 10 missed calls.
He shut his phone down to pretend his battery was drained.


1am
The boy went home and saw his brother, panicking outside the house and looking for him.
Brother: someone called earlier! Your girlfriend's bag was snatched, but she followed the snatchers and they shot her!
Boy: don't mess with me man. Stop joking.


The boy opened his cellphone and looked at her messages.


11:00pm
Babe, where are you?


11:30pm
Babe, why is your phone off?


11:45pm
Babe, there are guys following me. I'm scared. Where are you? :'(


12:00am
Happy Anniversary Babe, I love you. I wanted to greet you personally, but I think I won't see you tonight. Good night babe, I hope you're not drunk when you get home.

Die and Un-die myself.

Everything's just a big bunch of mess today with parents and everything. If only I have the power to die and un-die myself, I'd want to die and when everything is back to normal I'll un-die myself again. Oh god, please protect my heart and my brain. Don't let hatred conquer my feelings and mind. Please... :((


P/s: If only I could ignore and just don't give a shitty hell about fucking anything. If only I could run awayyy...