Today's not a good day for me. Not feeling any good at all, not that I'm sick. Just not feeling good. Tried to sleep to escape from feeling anything but no use, kept tossing and turning but I'm still awake. Went online but still feel the same.
I have friends, my own sister, my boyfriend but they all seem busy. I don't wanna disturb or to burden them. I better off alone and yes, I'm a loner.
Decided to watch Gossip Girl from season 1 to the current season. Gossip Girl, you're the only one that can make me feel truly okay. You don't have to do anything. I just click play and right after that, you make me feel okay like magic.I can get all types of medicine from you, dose of fashion, dose of romance, dose of friendship, dose of love, dose of happiness, everything. Even make me feel like I'm actually living in New York! I love you forever. No one can ever replace you. I mean it, NO ONE ON THIS EARTH. You've always been there for me no matter what. I know I can always turn to you.