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Sunday, November 1, 2015

Blog Every Day in November 2015 #BEDN Day 1: Something New About Yourself

It has been such a long time since my last post! So many things has happened during those times, you can't even imagine and one of those events that happened is actually a very unfortunate one. I would say that this particular event has demotivated me to live a normal life as a human being and this unfortunate event has changed my relationship status from being in a relationship to newly single and strong (as my bffs Michelle and Fay suggested my new status). I have shared this story on my Dayre briefly and I'm planning to share the full story here on my personal blog but I'll be doing it slowly, probably in 1 whole post or more, we'll see.

I'm still struggling to find exact words to portray on how I truly feel about this life changing experience and truthfully going through day by day knowing that your 5 years of relationship ended because the ex has fallen in love with another girl is really hard for me to accept even we have broken up for over 2 months or so. Like I said, this whole thing has been a life changing experience because I have been in a relationship with a guy that I used to love for 5 years and we have a 'routine' that we do every single, now I have to ditch that 'routine' and creating a new routine ain't fun at all. People said that adopting to new changes is hard and I can really relate to this saying cos I find it so hard to gather myself up, pick up pieces of my broken heart and adopt to a new life that I'm in right now, which is singlehood. 

Putting negativity aside, Im embracing this new life and although I am pretty sure that I'm gonna relapse and will have my sad moments, I know I'll make it through this whirlwind that I'm in. I hope that this BEDN challenge will allow me to distract myself from dwelling too much into the past and just have fun blogging.

Now blogwalking time! 










au revoir,
Jess

6 comments:

  1. I'm so proud giving you that new title 'single & strong' bcoz i know u are *pat on my shoulder* ahahaha! Well at least for now la hehe...cheers girlfriend! Let's distract with soooo much fun things! XD

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    1. Thanks again for suggesting that status! Yes, here's to more fun and exciting life ahead!!! :D

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  2. *virtual hugs*

    Been there, survived and became so much better. Don't worry babe. Take your time.
    Time does heal. *kisses*

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    1. Thanks for being there for me and you have helped and guide me through hard times! Thanks again babe!! *virtual hugs & kisses*

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