Movie Review: City Girl (1930)

After reading Michelle Sung's review a few days ago, I'm inspired to do a review as well. Besides, it has been a very long time since my last review.

I was surfing the internet to download some new movies then I came across this movie and I was attracted to it, being an 'old movie junkie' and this movie is in BLACK AND WHITE. I absolutely love old movies especially movies that the late P. Ramlee's starred in. I'm not sure about you guys but I feel that old movies have their own charms that can just make you glued yourself to your sit and watch until the end of the movie. In fact, I always pay attention to the props, settings, clothes, hairstyles, HEELS! So I downloaded it and watch it in bed on the 1st day of Chinese New Year. 

The movie is about a son of a farmer, Lem who went to Chicago to sell wheat that his family has grown. Lem went into his first restaurant in the big city and he met Kate, the waitress and a city girl. Kate has always hoped to be living in the countryside, longing to have a different life than the life that she has been living. Kate was attracted to Lem's good manners and of course his good looks and Lem was also attracted to Kate's beauty and how nice she treated him while his 1st visit. They got married and Lem brought Kate back to his hometown in Minnesota. Kate had a hard time in her husband's home because her father-in-law despise her, accusing her that she married Lem just for the money and also blaming her for disrupting Lem that he didn't get fair price for the wheat. Then came the harvesters to harvest the wheat and they also give Kate a hard time by making a move on her, which leads to Lem's misunderstanding the situation and he thought that Kate is interested to run away with one of the harvester. Quite an interesting storyline, isn't it?

 

 I just love Kate's hair, hat and makeup

I've watch quite a few old black and white orang putih movies and to my surprise, this movie is totally different from the others. Why you ask? It's because the movie is a silent movie, it has no sound of people talking, just the background music! You know, like those Charlie Chaplin movies. There are no sound from the actors, when they talk, when they scream, when they cry. There will be a few lines of the dialogue that will be shown during the movie for you to read to understand the storyline and the dialogue will only come out for the important parts of the movie, so you need to read carefully. When the actors talk, you can only see their lips moving and you need to have the ability to read lips to understand what they're talking. There are also closeups of notes and letter in very beautiful handwriting and that includes letters written by Lem's father too.

 

I love this movie because like all old movies, there are good morals instilled in the storyline. One of them is to get to know people first before judging them, which is a good moral that is still relevant even today. I must say that I'm so blown away by Kate's beauty because she is so beautiful in the movie and all the ladies in the movie are really beautiful as well, and the hats are just to die for! After watching City Girl, it made me wanting to watch more movies just like it!

In need of a new thing to do.

Last 2 weeks ago I went to this hotel in Lintas to apply for job and I got interviewed right away but the manager who interviewed me explain that I will be called later for a 2nd interview with the General Manager of the hotel. Well guess what, that 'later' was actually yesterday when the General Manager called in the afternoon and informed that I will have to come for my 2nd job interview later this morning at 8.30am. To be frank, I'm not that psyched about it cos it's the job that is really not my cup of tea. Growing up, I always picture myself to have my own café where one can relax, drink coffee and read a book. And in the café I could host several events like Reading Club or Coffee enthusiast club or even Photography club where I can share my love for coffee, reading and taking pictures. Honestly, I did it just to satisfy my dad because he thinks that I'm just laying around at home all day doing nothing. He tried not to make it obvious but I can just tell from the way he spoke to me and how he just can't stop himself from telling me to check on the internet about job vacancy even when he's in the middle of the sea, talking to me on the phone. Dad, why can't you have just a little patience?

If the interview was a success, I think I would just accept the job anyway even if it doesn't pay well despite being a degree holder cos firstly, to stop my dad from keep bugging me about being jobless and secondly, to have other things to do rather than just stay at home being my mom's assistant in doing chores. I love being at home but since after my practical, I kinda sick of keep doing the same thing everyday. Chores, chores, chores. If I get the job, I get to do something else that definitely has nothing to do with house chores and I get paid for that. I can even get to save some cash to spend when I visit KL for my convocation this November. Oh November, come quick pretty please?? :)

Shoot! I'm supposed to sleep now since the interview is at 8.30am. I should just force myself to sleep then. Bonne nuit :)

I managed to watch Kate Middleton giving her speech on TV3's Nightline just now and like always, she looks stunning in that grey dress. Heck she can rock any color!

Turn OFF!!

I'm sure everyone has their own turn off when it comes to opposite attraction. Mine is smoking. It's not that I have any problems with those who smoke but when I have to choose someone to have a relationship with, I prefer a guy who doesn't smoke. Before I met and even know the existence of my boyfriend Joel, there were several guys that are really close to me, it fact they were really 'close' that they want to have a serious relationship with me. All of them are really nice, good looking, gentleman, they have all the elements that a girl would want to have for in a boyfriend or husband even but we didn't go that far because... they SMOKE! Out of all thing, I really can't stand if my boyfriend smokes. I don't mind about his other bad habits as long as I don't see him having a cigarette in his mouth or even have one with him ( I guess that was a bit too much).

I can't really explain why I'm like that but probably because I was brought up in a family that doesn't smoke, my dad is not a smoker and so is my mom. Put that aside, maybe I was thinking about my future as well. I mean my boyfriend could be my husband and be the father to my children, of course I wouldn't want my family to live in a hazardous environment cos secondhand smokers actually breathe in and take in nicotine and other chemical as much as smokers do. Scary isn't it? Joel used to smoke but I forced him to stop and I'm proud to say that he quit because of me. Haha :D

I was watching one of Wong Fu Production's old videos ( they are AMAYYZING!!) and the video has inspired me to do this post. It's really funny too!

Smoking is cool? It's more like suicidal!

Stay healthy and make good decision :)

Until next post,
au revoir!

Of John Carter movie review and other random things...

Hey there! Much apologies for the long disappearance. Been busy with life and studies, albeit it's my final semester and doing research papers is a pain in the ass!! How was your weekend? I hope all of you enjoyed it as much as I do! :) My saturday was really fun even though I was feeling a little sick throughout the day. I went to Kingfisher to meet le boyfriend and spend the whole day with him. We were chilling out at his aunt's house. Thank goodness that everyone else went back to Kota Belud and we can spend time alone. It felt great to be able to see his face and feel his arms around me, I feel so safe when I'm with him. We planned to go out for a movie earlier in the week and since it was I who chose the last movie ( it was The Devil Inside, which a total regret), I let him choose yesterday. I kinda knew that he chose John Carter cos whenever we're in the cinema waiting for the cinema hall to open, we like to look at movie posters on the wall and he always said jokingly that the giant elephant-like monster in the John Carter's poster really look like Stewart, a friend of ours. I know right, jahat bah him. Haha!  The cinema hall was full, full of high school kids, teenagers, parents and their small ones. Well, it's a Disney movie right!

To be honest, I'm not really fond of the movie simply because the storyline doesn't suit Disney at all. The movie just doesn't make sense in terms of the message or the moral value that Disney always portray in each of its movies. But I did feel pity for Sola, the daughter of Jeddak Tars Tarkas ( Jeddak means King/leader in Mars language). Why? Watch the movie and you'll know why. No spoilers! :D
I also have issues with the choice of costumes for Dejah Thoris. I was quite stunned with all her outfits and I keep asking myself "am I watching a Disney movie?" cos seriously, everything that she wore are intriguing. I wanted to show some pictures of how vulgar the costumers were but I couldn't find any and with that, you have to watch the movie for yourself. Would I recommend to watch this movie? Hmm.. No, you should just download it but if you're happen to go to cinema and there are no movies that seem interesting to you then why not if you have the money and time to kill. Btw, Taylor Kitsch who played John Carter is really HOT!! I think he resembles Johnny Depp a bit. *grins*

After the movie, we went back to Kingfisher cos we have no other plans and it was really hot outside. We dropped by at a market to buy some grocery and then to his aunt's home and guess what, le boyfriend cooked dinner! Although it was a simple dinner but for me, it's really sweet of him. I mean really, a guy who cooks for his girlfriend is a HUGE TURN ON! I can't help but to imagine being his wife, living and he would cook and do house chore for me. How blissful my life would be if we ended up being married. Well, I can pray for it, isn't it? Amen. After the humble dinner, we ended up watching more movies on his laptop and I fell asleep in his arms. When he woke me up, it's 10.30pm already and that means I have to go home. It's never easy to be apart with someone we love so much, I don't think I will ever get used to that.

Have a good week ahead of you and may next week will treat you better than the last :) *crossed fingers*

Until next post,

au revoir!

A story of a sickness.

Hello fellow readers, no matter where you are. I hope that you guys are fine and healthy. Speaking of health. I am actually sick at the moment, suffering from a pretty bad flu to be precise. It started out to be a mild one but I chose to ignore it cos I thought it will go away on its own if I avoid to be in air-conditioned room or sleeping without the fan switched on so that I could sweat in my sleep but of course that didn't happened.

When flu decided to attack me, it usually will get worst. Probably because I have the infamous 'resdung' or sinusitis in english that runs in the family. My dad has it so indeed I got it from him. Our sinusitis are equally bad. The complications that I have to face when I got the sinusitis are the normal heavy teary eyes (almost like crying), heavy headed and blocked nose. The only thing I can do is to take flu medication and sometimes I overdose so that it works a lot faster. Never cross my mind that I would get my sinusitis treated traditionally, I don't know but maybe I'm a little sceptic about the candle treatment. What I heard from friends that had tried the candle treatment, sebums (those white little things that came off if nose strip is applied) are actually food for the resdung worms. When the smoke of the candle hits the face, sebum will come out from the pores and it will help to reduce resdung. Seriously, resdung is actually worms that live in the nose area?! I've read a few articles on malay traditional treatment for resdung and the practitioners describe resdung as tiny maggot-like worms. That I cannot believe, I'm sorry.

So here I am, in my room, constantly sneezing and wiping off my nose, teary eyes, typing and feeling utterly uncomfortable. I have bad headache even. I'll probably just get some rest and sleep without switching on the fan, that is.

Does some of you have sinusitis/ resdung as well? Tried the candle treatment before? Do you believe that resdung is actually real worms? What are your treatment routine when it comes to resdung?

thank God for tissue and countless of hot coffee for being there for me...

Until next post,

stay healthy and au revoir! 

of love and other things...

The much hyped about day that get people to be in the mood of celebrating love and become more romantic than usual has come to visit us again the day is none other than... Valentine's Day! Before this, I have always celebrated Valentine's day with my family and friends but not this this year. Joel is finally back for good for his practical and I am finally able to celebrate it with him. To be honest, I am having this butterflies and jitters just because it would our maiden Valentine's Day celebration together. I am excited to  be with him tomorrow despite texting each other every single day, we haven't seen each other for weeks. Well, he has been busy with work and had to go to kampung on the weekends.

I am not bragging about my love life, just so everyone knows. I can't help but to feel how grateful and blessed I am having to know him and I am glad that my family seem to have no problem that Joel and I are a couple. My friends are happy about us too, they even told me that Joel and I kinda look the same which a little funny to me but as they, couple that resembles each other, stays together.

Move on to other things shall we?

All good things will come to an end and by good thing I mean semester break. I have registered for the new semester and class will start probably by this week or next but I am having problems to register my final 3 subjects. And yes, I am now in my final semester before my internship. I just can't wait for my last semester to end! ( I go talking about semester ending but class hasn't ever started yet -__-) I collected my RM200 book voucher and I have spent half of it on 2 Haruki Murakami books, coloring book and stationaries for my younger siblings.

 South of The Border, West of The Sun

The Elephant Vanishes

I always wanted to read these 2 books and I have strikethrough them on my wishlist! I am a huge fan of Haruki Murakami after reading Norwegian Wood, which he wrote. 

So, I dyed my hair right before CNY. I am so bored of my black hair, obviously. And I dyed it brown. 

*Just ignore my chubby cheeks -_-

P/S:  Before I forget, Happy Valentine's Day from me to you! Much ♥ :)

“When you fall in love, the natural thing to do is give yourself to it." ― Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

A cleaner look!

It took me the whole night to finish revamp this blog so that it would look less clutter. I just love the small 'heart' on each post and how clean the blog is. I have sacrificed my sleep just to get it done and to take away bits and pieces of rubbish. I'm sure that at some point while I was finishing this up I couldn't read the coding because they were too tiny and my eyesight got worst because of the lack of sleep but I think the sacrifice I made really paid off. I can't say enough how much I love the new look of my blog!!

Lets look at the previous look, shall we.

Clutter, clutter!

It's 8.05am and mommy is going to bed now :)

Until next post,
au revoir!

Absence.

For the past few weeks I was absent from the social network life is because I would want to give myself a full rest for the whole semester break. It doesn't bother me anymore whether I tweet too much or too little. Sometimes whenever I wanted to tweet or blog, I couldn't find the exact words to complete the post and in the end I just give up. It's like I'm too afraid of allowing my thoughts to be too public. I have never felt such insecurity before and it's astonishing that something like this could happen to me.

The Bold and The True

Bold the ones that are true for you.

I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to MySpace.
I’m shy around the opposite sex.
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.
I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy country music.
I enjoy jazz music.
I have a car.
I have a cell phone.
I have a pet.
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have had a broken bone.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have had surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have had the cops called on me.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have kissed someone of the same gender.
I have mood swings.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City.
I like Shakespeare.
I love to cook.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.
I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 CDs.
I own over 100 DVDs.
I own and use a library card.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone.
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.
I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter.
I can name all the past presidents of the United States.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate.
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I think music is life.


Music (Bold the ones you like)

Acceptance. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. Drake. The Fray. The Wreckers.Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney.Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 Mafia.Nelly. Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eminem. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything. Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles. Britney Spears.The Gossip. Lady GaGa. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. All Time Low. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. The Moldy Peaches. Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Katy Perry. Kid Cudi. MCFLY

Daddy got home.

Today's post is going to be about my daddy. He just got home today after 3 weeks of working outstation at Tembungo platform and by reading that I'm pretty sure you've known what is my dad's occupation. He works with Petronas Carigali as an oil rigger.

His job is quite challenging of course cos it requires high level of mathematic calculation and he has to observe the workers under his belt, not to mention it needs a lot of courage to overcome with the feeling of being away with family for as long as 3 weeks. Everytime when my dad gets home, he would tell amazing stories and sometime interesting experiences while he was working. He once told my family while we were having dinner that how much he regretted for not bringing his exercise shoes to the platform cos there's a futsal match ( guys will always be guys right? :P ) between companies on the helipad ( it's the landing area for helicopters) every evening after office hours on the big ship that serves as their accommodation in the middle of the sea. Before this, I always wonder what do they do to entertain themselves in the evening.

So for today, we had our dinner a little bit earlier than usual as my dad insisted. He didn't talk much on the dinner table so I thought that he was really hungry, he even finished his meal quicker than the rest of us. After he put his plate in the sink, he washed his hands and went straight to the living room. I was the one who finished second so I decided to go to the living room where he was instead of going straight to my room for a small chat with him but when I reached the living room, he was focusing on the show on the television. I was amazed when I found out and you couldn't believe what he was watching.

MY DAD WAS WATCHING INDON DRAMA!!

"Daddy tengok ini..??" I asked with a sarcastic tone and he said yes and he watched it since the last 2 weeks and never missed a single one after that. In fact, all his workmates watch and follow the sinetron too, episode by episode. They always have their dinner early so that they won't miss it. I'm not sure what's the name of the drama but it's at 7pm and I can't tell on which channel it is.

I know that guys are far greater gossiper than the ladies but never thought that they would watch drama too and even worse, sinetron!!

p/s I should suggest daddy to watch korean drama with me instead. Maybe, maybe not :)

Until next post, au revoir!

Random Wednesday

 

This is why I love this movie so much :)

Sigh.

It's 6.21am and you may thought that I've just woken up. WRONG! Big fat wrong. I didn't even get some sleep last night. Tried to but can't. Kept tossing, turning just to find a comfortable position for sleeping but failed. So I ended up watching a movie instead. The Sound of Music! It cheered me up a bit while watching it but when it's over, emo kicked in again. Wanted to text but credit is zero. Le sigh.

Last night was no good. I know I'm not the jealous type of person when it comes to relationship and if I do get jealous, it's just a minor one and that kind of feeling won't stay too long but last night was different. I have never even thought that I could get really serious ass jealous. Well, maybe that's the price I have to pay for being in a relationship. Feelings are very brittle.

You may feel happy, all jolly but it may turn 180 degrees very easily. That is what happened. I was okay earlier of the day but my night turned sour. Maybe it's the PMS that I'm having but maybe I am the jealous type and I don't even realized that until now. When jealousy conquered, I tend to be so sarcastic towards the person that made me feel that way. Probably because I want to let that person feel what I feel. Childish much? Maybe yes but I just can't help it. 

Okay, it's almost 7am. I should at least get a power nap before today's 10am class. Can't drive sleepy right? Good night or should I say bonne nuit.

P/s: God, I feel so alone now. Please let me feel okay ):

Insecurity sucks :(

always.

I can't promise you a perfect relationship without arguments and differences. However, I can promise you that as long as you're trying, I’m staying.

xoxo

Unicorn

The word that strikes me, unicorn. To him, his girlfriend is like the magical creature. Unbelievable, crazy special, a girl he thought could never exist. I know right, how sweet! Made me smile :)

I'm just saying.

To be honest, I still care and forever will. I'm not the kind of person who will pretend that nothing ever happened to him or her even though that he or she may want to walk away or just ignore me. I may not talk or contact to so and so as frequent like I used to but I will always look back at my life and wonder if that person is doing well or not. I will always wish only for the best and I actually really mean it. That is just who I am and yes, I am not cold hearted. Sick of playing such a tiring game.

Can't wait for you to come back to me.

Picture of you is what I look at everyday
Your voice is what I want to hear everyday
Everyday, you are on my mind
So far away yet you are so close in my heart.


Missing you is always
Loving you, don't even say it
To be with you is what I long for
Not being with you, I hope I can cope.


Your love is like air
Your kiss is like drug
Both I can't live without
You make my heart skips a beat.


Hug me from the back
Kiss me a lot
Hold my hand
Let's do all when we're together.

When a girl say this......... (stole from zaza.. hehehe)

1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

2.  Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

3.  Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

4.  Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don’t Do It!

5.  Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.)

6.  That’s Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That’s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

7.  Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question. Just say you’re welcome.

8.  Whatever: Is a women’s way of saying FUCK YOU !!!

9.  Don’t worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking ‘What’s wrong?’ For the woman’s response refer to #3.

p/s:: guy needs to be more sensitive!....

I totally agree with everything!!

Every Girls Dream

1. Get kissed in the rain

2. Have that one hot kiss where your pressed against the wall

3. Have a guy that thinks you’re the world

4. Have a guy that holds on as long as possible when giving hugs

5. A boy that whispers he loves you in your ear

6. Have that moment where you just gaze into each others eyes

7. When you cry, he kisses your tears away.

8. When you’re not with your guy he’s all that you can think about

9. Wearing his jacket and every time you breath in, his scent surrounds you

10. A guy who will watch any movie with you, no matter how teary eyed you may get.

11. A guy who squeezes your hand

12. A boy that says he loves you and means it

13. A guy that will play her favorite song outside her window

14. A guy who is loyal

15. A guy that will sing to you no matter how bad he is at it.

16. A guy that will kiss you on the forehead.

17. A guy that will call you beautiful or adorable…not hot, fine, or sexy

18. A guy that will never judge you for how you look.

19. A boy that says cheezy stuff to you just to make u smile

20. A boy that is the same when he is with you and when with friends

21. A boy that tells you everything honestly

22. A boy that is good with your family and introduces you to his family

23. A guy that will always let you win

24. A guy who stands up for you no matter who it is against

25. A guy who calls you at night just to say ‘hi’ and see how your day has been

26. A boy who tells you that your smile makes his day and makes everything better

27. A boy who will sit on the phone with you when you’re sad, even if you’re quiet

28. A boy who you can hangout and have fun with

29. A boy that will just randomly call you for no reason at all, just because he missed you

30. A guy who will hold your hand through the roughest parts of life.

31. A guy who would love you forever no matter the circumstance.

32. A guy who wouldn’t mind you wanting to get all dressed up and do your make up for him. Even if he says he likes you better without make up.

33. A guy who you can be yourself with and he will never give a care and would still tell you that you are amazing to him.

34. A guy who runs his fingers through your hair, like he’s washing your worries/troubles away.

love love love...

'I Love You'. These three words, they are sacred to me. I don't say it freely, they have to be earned. I will only say it when I mean it and when I'm starting to develop that emotion. Love can't be taken for granted for it has a pure meaning. Love is such a wonderful thing and brings the total happiness in one's life and yet it could also causes much destruction when it is taken away.


I sometimes wonder, can human live without love? Could they not feel and know love? If love can be so painful and it gives you hell, why even bother wanting it? As I grew up, love plays a huge part in my life. From the very  first beginning I knew love because I exist. I wouldn't be here without my parents' love and I know that I happened because they love each other. My other siblings and I are their proof of love. So, I'd say we will never live without love even though there are times that we want run away from it. 


I know that I can't escape from it and I will toughen myself up to accept whatever love that come into my way.